I can't wait.....

to stare into the eyes of my beautiful baby boy for the first time

to see him in the arms of his daddy

to see Ava walk into the hospital room and meet her baby brother

to walk through the doors of our house as a family of 4

to sing him lullabies off key

to hold him close and snuggle with him as long as I want

to smell that "baby smell" once again

to dress him up like his daddy

to go on family walks to the park

to watch Ava in her big sister role

to have lazy days in our pj's with no agenda but to love on my kids and husband

to take a gazillion pictures of him and his big sister

to kiss his little cheeks 100 times a day

to look over and see him sleeping peacefully beside our bed

My little Connor you are so loved already. I can't wait to be YOUR mommy. I said it when your sister was born and I can say it again now....my life will never be the same and it will be all for the best because you will be in it!!

xoxo,

Mommy